Stop

I hate how I'm always go go go and I don't stop for a minute to decide why I'm going. I have a why for every other situation but my own. I really don't know what to do anymore. I picked a shitty major hence why I have no job. Should I go to college again? Should I wait it out? Should I stay in Indiana or go to NY again? See, I'm always go, go, go in my actions and in my mind. I feel like I have no time to sit and make a decision because there is always something going on. I need to really sit back and decide what is best for me. I need to actually take my time this time instead of being like, yeah I will...and then I don't. It's probably hard for me because I'm impatient. And then it doesn't help that money is always an issue. It really doesn't. Crap. So here's to second chances, epiphanies, revelations, whatevers. Cheers.