Done

So I started writing story ideas and a small short story while I was on the train today. It's so odd how a train ride can inspire so many ideas! I just wish I was patient and I don't know, brave enough, to complete such stories. But I loved the time writing regardless of what happens to my efforts.

In other words, I've decided that if I have to work 99.9% of the time of keeping up on a friendship, then it's not worth it. I'm not gonna push myself on someone who obviously either has no time for me or has taken someone else's side on a matter that's not theirs and hasn't even heard all of mine to decide upon anyways. But anyways, I'm tired of having to be someone that has to try so hard to maintain a friendship. Any relationship should be 50/50. And I'm just done. DONE, done. As a new year's resolution, I'm giving up on the ties I've tried so hard to maintain. If you want to talk to me, initiate it, cause I'm over feeling as if I'm not important or that I'm desperate, etc. I'm not worth that and if you've treated me as such, shame on you.

Ok, Done. And venting over. Which brings me to the thought that I was thinking of making a website called vent.com where people can possibly anonymously just, vent their anger or frustration, etc. So... yeah, random, but there you have it.

Alright, good night! It's been a long day!

(~~Listening to "While my Guitar Gently Weeps"~~The Beatles "with every mistake we must surely be learning....)